Should i move on now or can i get my ex boyfriend back?

It's been 6 months two days ago when my ex and i went our separate ways..kinda. Back in Dec, on the day we went on winter break, 2 days before our 11 month, both of us had a terrible day, him with school work, me with my friend's dad dying and my grandma's b-day, and both of us in tears. our relationship was already going down hill for about a month and we did a break up make up thing in one day back in Nov. anyways, in dec, he said that senior year was putting so much pressure on him and he can't bare to see me be upset that i barely get to see him. he said we should take a break. i don't exactly know what a "break" is. break up or break then get back together later? he said he didn't like neglecting me and had to make school his priority but at one time i used to be his priority and he didn't have a choice. i told him he always had a choice then i turned and walked away in tears but he couldn't see. i was heart broken and couldn't stop crying to this day. it seems lame but it hurts still. i went to his house on Xmas and we shared our last kiss together and i wish it lasted longer(people were walking in on us) i asked if we would ever get back together and if he loved me. he said he did but he didn't know if we would. after that we talked for a few weeks and i invited him to hang out with me but at the last min he said he couldn't so i got upset and didn't talk to him and he didn't talk to me either. over a few months we would say hi, pass by each other, talked here and there, looked for other ppl, but no where did i not miss him or stop loving him. one day during lunch after 4 months i confronted him and said that i still liked him. he said he was sorry and then i interrupted and said no it's okay just putting it out there. i ran out of the room fast. that day he texted me asking why i said that & i said i didn't want to hold it in anymore. then he said that he thinks we should move on. he seemed to change and i heard a lot of bad things about him(and apparently he heard bad things about me o.O) but the ppl i listened to were good friends of his and mine as well. also lots of things i over heard him say and have seen him do made me believe that he was a pedophile and such a flirt! he even tried "talking" to my cousin who is in 8th grade as well as her bestfriend. and other 8th graders. the guy who i loved so much with all my heart seemed to be dead and lost forever. when we all got years books, a mutual friend of ours had my yearbook for lunch but i couldn't find her for 3 periods. during that time, my ex got a hold of my yearbook without me knowing and told me he didn't hate me and does care about me but was protecting himself from strong emotions so that's why he ignored me and avoided me. weeks later came graduation day. i went to grad and sat with his family who i have continued to be in contact with. after graduation we all met up and he WANTED to take grad pictures with me. i didn't think he would. since i can't drive, his family had to take me home but they offered to take me out with them. i didn't want to be rude and say no but i didn't want to be around my ex bc i thought it would be awkward. but wow... it was amazing... every moment was so special.i sat far away from everyone and he offered to have me sit next to him. it felt like i was with that same guy who i just couldn't live without. i loved it and i felt like i was in a dream. on our way to my house, he decided to sit next to me in the car. we looked through my yearbook(bc i had my backpack). after awhile, we were cuddling in the car, then he put his hand on my leg. during our relationship, he did that ALL THE TIME and i loved it. it was his way of telling ppl that i "belong" to him, that im his girl. that night we texted and he said he misses cuddling with me, watching movies on his bed with me, etc. i do too. he also said i looked hot and sexy in my outfit(i decided to dress more nice). the next week i hear from my cousin(with out telling her what happened at grad) that he called her best friend hot and sexy. she's 13... last week he randomly asked for my cousin's number and i told him none of his business. we argued back and forth about rumors and said he doesn't have to prove anything to me, he's been talking to a girl for a few months now, that he meant everything he said at grad, and that he hopes none of this will stand in the way of our friendship. then i started thinking, he's been talking to a girl, who is going to the same college as him in fall, for a few months and probably wants to be with her. but with me, it took him only one week to ask me out after we met. he is my 6th boyfriend since 7th grade(im going to be in 12th) and im only his 1st girlfriend.yes we did do "it". he may not be the best looking but he has a special place in my heart. after reading this long and compli